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K. Let's talk. About My-EX Boyfriend. Pactrick ak jarit.

He dumped me. So? HAHA. Like i care la. Aku xmalu. Janji aku pdh yg bena.
K, Let's began the story.

1st he didn't reply any of my text. so im like . why he didn't reply my text at all? what's goin' on here? 
and im like. whatever. 

Then, AGAIN. i wait him to reply my text. and no RESPONSE at all. And AGAIN, whatever

The next day, i wait AGAIN! so i text my friend. His friend too.(Jason juan) oi, ak jarit(his father name) ne?! 

And his text come!

JJ: Viv.. i hate to say this. but i felt so guilty if i didn't tell you. but i have too. pet doesnt love you. im sorry if i didn't to much pay attention your text before.but don't you ever think carol and i didn't want to help you. its just.. we both just afraid to tell you the truth. and also im afraid you feel so offended. but this.. i had to tell you.

ME: please tell to him. if he didn't love me at all, don't ever try to tackle me before. im not a kind of girl that he can try to throw away and take it easily. and tell him. thanks. & i hope his result spm gonna be DOWN. yeah,, its ok. im really down.

JJ: Hmm. Dont you ever think carol(my kazen and also his gf*jason juan*) and i didn't want to help you. im sorry.

and then. i text PET.i told him..

Me: Thanks for everything. If you knew you didn't love me at all, why are you such being a bitchy to tackle me before? you think im made of what? you're such a idiot person. why you have to ask your friend to tell me? why don't you? Afraid of me? you're a gentlemen person. i mean, NOT!So, what did people say to me. its right. you're a playboy person. Im sorry if i judge you or anything. But its reality. so, face it. Last word, thanks.

and. im waiting him to reply my text. NO RESPONSE. and i text carol.

ME: Carol, why didn't you tell me before? you knew pet doesn't love me at all right? you know right. why you didn't tell me? why? how could you just let my heart drop like that. and broken into a million pieces. i have feeling too. im not angry. im not. its just.. i wonder why u didn't tell me at all. its ok. that friend always do right? tq. bye.

so,me and carol had a fight. then. My friend text me again.


JJ: Vien vien vien.. Come on! Carol just knew about this an hour ago. Come on vien.. Dont be like this. All this time, I knew about pet feeling to ask you how you want to be.. carol didn't knew anything. She just knew this evening.. i just told her.

ME: So? All this time, you knew about him??

i text pet AGAIN. while waiting JASON JUAN to reply my text.

i text pet and said.

ME: Give me back my ring. im dishonest to gave you the ring. give it to jason juan. k. bye.

Then. i text jason juan.


ME: Jason, take my ring at pet. and give it to carol. ask carol to see me. thanks.

Jason reply..

JJ: Yes. Don't you ever think i don't gave him some advice. my mouth are really tired to gave him some talk and advice. but you knew how's pet are. HE DIDN'T CARE ANYONE. just be patient. Its not only him in the world. there's alot. Later i ask him about taking the ring back.

And.. i didn't reply..

JASON JUAN text me again.

JJ: Friend are just more than one. but love. no. its just one. vien.. without friends, who we are?Think about that. Thankss. one more thing.  Strategy 1st.

i reply. and said..

ME: Sorry, i had no feeling.

he text again.

JJ:Friend feeling. We had to take care with good. Thats all i can say.before saying goodbye. Thanks.

and i reply his text. and said...

ME:Like i care.

a few minutes later. he didn't reply. and i text him. and said..

ME:oh ya. i almost forgot. you told me we had to take care our friends feeling? Well. If you knew about pet all this time, why you didn't tell me at the 1st time. How could you let me felt so broken and so down even more. That you suppose to discuss. You're the one should have been take care friends feeling. 



and. he didn't reply my text at all.
So that all i can say. ;)

Im not really sad or anything. i know how's pet attitude was. im just too stupid to accept him as my BOYFRIEND before. so yeah. whatever it is, i forgive him. past is past. so let it be. we can't travel back the old time. but if the world can travel back the time like we can backspace our own word. i would make everything is ok. and couldn't accept him. so that all for my story.